I Don't Have Trouble Dancing

I haven't forgotten about this place but I have been super busy latley. After this Saterday I am home free! Gosh I can't wait.

I finished my Senior Paper which was 15 papges, the longest paper I have ever written. It was a research paper on fast foods contribution to child obesity in the United States. I hope I do well on that paper cause It took me for fricken ever to write. We started working on it in winter of last year and we finished it this year. Now the only thing we have to do for projects class is work on 100 volunteer hours which are not due until the end of the year and I already have around 50 or so. I didn't really like my senior paper topic, I really wanted to do it on the effects of music in movies but there is absolutly no research on that topic what so ever and If I didn't live in such a small (not really small but not big) city then I would look for the help of composers but there are none here.Anyways I retake the SAT's on Saterday morning and then I should be pretty much finished!

It Snowed today! There was a snow flurry and it was awesome. Last night it was so beautiful with the roads white. It is so weird for it to snow this early in Oregon. I heard that in Seattle Washington (where Im from and my dad lives) It snowed like 2 feet! That is so insane! I love snow though *sigh*

Well Im off to write a paper for literature so I hope everyone enjoys thier day :D

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So, I didn't go to school today because last night I became ill for the third time in the past month and a half. I'm not the kind of person who usually gets sick. I get sick once right when school starts in September because we all know that school is a germ infested prison filled with annoying people who think its OK to sneeze and cough without closing their mouths or they think its OK to cough into their hand and not wash it. Oh well, what can you do? Oh and I just wanted to add that I really don't like blowing my nose in class nor when other people do it. No offence to anyone but no one wants to hear the sound of snot, it's just gross.

OK I'm done with my grouchy sickness rant lol. I wanted to talk about Late night TV shoes like Jay Leno and David Letterman. I love late night shows I mostly watch Conan O'Brien and David Letterman. But I must ask where did this who intro into the show come from? You know, when the host walks out and the music starts to play and the host then starts his monologue There is this brief moment in between between hilarity and awkwardness when the host walks out where they go in and button their jacket; I'm not a guy or anything so I don't know if its normal to wear your jacket unbuttoned. I just find it weird that all of the hosts do this and then when they go to sit down at the desk they just end up unbuttoning the jacket that they had just buttoned.

Have a good evening! :D

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yay! I have a blog! Lets see if I can maintian this one without leaving for months at a time. For my first post I thought I would talk about leaving.

I am a senior in high school about to go to college in the fall, I don't know where yet, all I know is that I'm going. I'm debating on whether or not I should stay close by at the University of Oregon or should I maybe move a little father away. I mean, I consider myself an independant, hardworking person and I think that I have always been this way but I also feel like im not ready to leave home at all.

In my heart I want to move out and become successful and move back to the big city where I love having a fast paced life and there is always so much to do in the city as opposed to where Im living now where there really is not a lot to do and the diversity of people besides your really wealth kids from your hippies is... non-existant. But I also like the familiarity of things but I guess thats just part of life, being afraid of new things. I find myself more often than not wishing that I was two years old again and I didn't have to think of any of this at least for a little while.

I remember when I was like seven or eight and I would always (well not always) but I would think of what I would be like when I'm older and when I thought of a seventeen or eighteen year old it seemed like it would be this mature adult who can drive and is going to college and knows what they want to do. Now being seventeen almost eighteen I feel nothing like I had imagined 10 years ago. I don't feel like an adult what so ever except for the fact that I can drive and have a real job which I'm not complaining about because I love having both.

I wonder if that is how it is with everyone though. Does an healthy 80 year old man really feel 80 besides the physical detriments of life and the occasional forgeting? I hope not... I think I have a theory here... Throughout life you may learn how to do new things, become wiser from your expiriences, ect but the essence of who you are never really changes for all I know I'm still that 10 year old girl wondering what I will be like when Im older.

Labels: Life